11:30 am:
Favorite Diet Food: egg whites
Favorite Binge Food: Spagetti and meat balls
Favorite Exercise: Yoga, walking
Thinspo: anyone skinnier then me
Where Do You Slip Up? work and home when my hubby makes dinner
When Did It Start? 15 or so
Does Anyone Know? yes
Do You Want Help? no
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? depends on the day
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? a whale
Are You In A Relationship? yes
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? fat
Are You Depressed? yeah kidna
Ever Tried To Commit Suicide? yes
Ever Been To A Psychologist? ha yeah
I AM -
[x] anorexic
[x] ednos
[x] bulimic
[x living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[] Under 100lbs
[x ] starving yourself
[x]participating in a fast
[] am trying it the healthy way
PEOPLE -
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] my mom calls me fat
[] say I’m skinny
[x] say I’m ugly
[my boyfriend] say I’m pretty
[ ] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[x] some don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic
I WISH -
[x] I was THIN
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[] I could stop being ana/mia
I LOVE -
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[x] shaking
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[x] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself