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: 133 today
so, my insane lunatic post helped me i think... I fasted yesterday, which felt really nice... but then I got really sick last night and im not sure why... I have my period so i think it might have something to do with not eating on my period... So jon made me eat soup this morning and broke my fast... I work till 4am tonight so i really should eat something. but im loving the empty feeling again... its such an awesome feeling. i cant wait till im in the 120s its sooo close... its like reaching for something that you can just about grab it but your arm is a little too short... im 133 today, so i will take some laxies tonight that will get me to 132 then tomorrow i wont eat anything that should get me to 131 or 130 then sunday, i need to eat something in the morning cause I have a horse show... but if i stay on track, i will be in the 120s by early next week. its really awesome feeling when i think, I'm only 14lbs from the teens... i rememeber when i was 44lbs from the teens... omg 44lbs... I got a tattoo yesterday, it hurt so bad... i will post a pic of it when its not all scabby and gross... OH I'm so excited, people think im crazy when i get excited about these things... I got an awesome coach purse... Its so pretty and i got it for cheap... I dont care if it might be a knock off, cause it looks real and no one has to know its fake lol its so pretty!!!! oh and did i say its pretty!? ok thats all I have to go shower and get ready for work...
so, my insane lunatic post helped me i think... I fasted yesterday, which felt really nice... but then I got really sick last night and im not sure why... I have my period so i think it might have something to do with not eating on my period... So jon made me eat soup this morning and broke my fast... I work till 4am tonight so i really should eat something. but im loving the empty feeling again... its such an awesome feeling. i cant wait till im in the 120s its sooo close... its like reaching for something that you can just about grab it but your arm is a little too short... im 133 today, so i will take some laxies tonight that will get me to 132 then tomorrow i wont eat anything that should get me to 131 or 130 then sunday, i need to eat something in the morning cause I have a horse show... but if i stay on track, i will be in the 120s by early next week. its really awesome feeling when i think, I'm only 14lbs from the teens... i rememeber when i was 44lbs from the teens... omg 44lbs... I got a tattoo yesterday, it hurt so bad... i will post a pic of it when its not all scabby and gross... OH I'm so excited, people think im crazy when i get excited about these things... I got an awesome coach purse... Its so pretty and i got it for cheap... I dont care if it might be a knock off, cause it looks real and no one has to know its fake lol its so pretty!!!! oh and did i say its pretty!? ok thats all I have to go shower and get ready for work...